207 BBQ PARTY at HUIFUN'S house on saturday:

STAR GROUP: JASMINE as her mother, EVA the red hot devil, YIWEI as SHEN CAIJING and EENING!

starring LIWEN the pretty fairy, ZI HUI the sexy pirate and CLARA the cute pumpkin.


HEE AI the witch and ZI HUI the pirate!

JASMINE as her mother and JOMAIN as a pirate!

YI XIAN as some sailor and ZI HUI as a pirate!

TIANHUI the PINK fairy and JASMINE as her mother!

the ONES WITHOUT a costume! starring: SOK, SHI HUI and EENING. (:

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i cant upload any more pictures! i shall try again next time. (: WATCH THIS SPACE!

and on sunday i had jason's.

it's ok, really. it was kinda amusing watching all those JC people getting tensed up and kiasu for their exams. ok "kinda amusing" is really an understatement. HAHA. i was laughing like i've never laughed before lah. (:

and still, watching them prepare for their exams kinda remind me about us as secondary school kids. :/

oh YAY!

i finally found the chasing cars mp3-something which i've been desperately looking for. THANKS NIGEL! (:

but on the other hand, i did close to nothing today. ):

IM BORED. to death as a matter of fact.

and tmr seems to be a worrying day. jasmine still hasnt replied me if there's bass lessons tomorrow. if there is i can just go and kill myself.

full band prac tmr, not to mention the collecting of report books and the rehearsing of drama tmr. RAWWWRRR. tmr seems very worrying to me. especially if there's bass lessons tmr. and i was still planning to watch tmr's performance! ): HOW HOW HOW.

i just wanna sleep and never wake up. and i wanna change my blogskin.

OH CRAP. there IS bass lessons tmr. sigh. tmr have to go school and chiong bass lesson stuff during sectionals during band prac. SIGH.

ok i shall be OFF to bore myself with jason's homework.

and DIE. -yyyyyaaaaayyyy!-

ok RANDOM. BYE!

PLAY AT YOUR OWN RISK.

you know what?

i shall tel you what.

jason has this song on his nokia N70.

and that's the ONLY song he has on his phone. like wth? and he doesnt even know what's the name of the song! he called it what "drunken japanese girls" song and we were like wth? still remembered before the exam period he used to play this song SUPER LOUDLY at around 6-7 on his phone when we were all doing MATHS. so uber noisy we seriously couldnt concentrate lah! rawr.

anyway. im here to notify people.

yeah so you guys can come down to siew mei auditorium at nanyang girls' high from the 30th OCT to 3rd NOV at 7p.m. to watch this year's choral and drama night by our sec 1 and sec 2 batch. (:

yay done.

im off to try and finish off jason's homework, which is sort of impossible, before deciding whether to go for the BBQ PARTY at HUI FUN'S HOUSE. :/

even if im going, im not going in costume. im probably going to act like me and sok are a couple or something.

it means that I HAVE TO DATE A SHORTER GUY. BOOOHOOOO. -cries-

ok RANDOM. rubbish.

im going off. BYE.

NO MORE PIRATES DREAMS!

saw from sabrina's blog that she heard from cynthia that we're not playing pirates for SYF anymore! we're playing jericho instead. which was something we should have foreseen. ms chong wouldnt have asked for the scores if she didnt want us to try that.

but WHY! WHY NOT PIRATES! it's like so damn nice! and jasmine and i practiced all the running notes for nothing! ):

but then again, what can we do?



was damn fatigue today due to last night's 5-hour-non-stop-crying. like wth. i was in bed then i suddenly thought of all the teachers and the times i had with 207 and i started crying and couldnt stop. -.- woke up at 10 then went back to sleep at 1. like oh crap. i havent touched jason's homework. =x

while it's holidays for everyone else, my mugging period's just started. :/

anyway, there's the BBQ PARTY at hui fun's house which i had initially intended to look forward to. but then i realised, I HAD NO COSTUME. so im probably not going tmr.

im uber bored. ): i really dont feel like doing jason's homework. :/

ok im going offff. need to do jason's homework. ): BYE.

Friends are like clouds.

Stare up at the sky. you'll see what you'll see everyday: you see lots of clouds slowly floating by. you'll never see 2 clouds of the same shape or size. watch them as they enter and leave your sky.

Friends are like that. there are never 2 friends with the exact same character or personality. they are part of our everyday life, yet there will always be a time where they will enter and exit our lives.

yet, friends leave footprints in your heart. some leave shallow ones, some leave deep ones, but they still leave footprints in your heart, never allowing you to forget them.

today was the last day of school a.k.a. official separation day for 207.

quotes sok:


Man. I'm feeling horrible. Really.

It's the last day of school and it's the end of the world.

No more Mrs Koh.
No more Li Lao Shi.
No more Ms Chng.
No more Mr Ng.
No more Ms Yeo.
No more Ms Koh.
No more Mrs Amy.
No more Mdm Mak.
No more 207'06.

It's the end of my world.

actually, i cant really say it's the end of my world, im not THAT affected by the whole separation of 207 thing now. besides, we're still performing as a class in 7 days time right?

or maybe it's just my own slow reaction in my emotions. :/

but then again, i feel very empty cause we're really losing ms yeo, ms koh and mdm mak. even gary tang is going.

ms yeo: the one who taught us maths for sec 1 and sec 2, and in the process, taught us core values.
ms koh: our 0.5 subject teacher, the one who was the most patient with us and the one who not only taught us history, but led us to make history, nuturing our own moral values.
mdm mak: the one who brought us ankle socks, long hair, SAC, and handphones. the one who always worked behind the scenes tirelessly and caring for our welfare.
gary tang: the one who has brought our drama productions and concert standards to greater heights. the only one that can really act.

we really appreaciate all the efforts you've put in for us. we'll miss you. you've left deep footprints in our hearts and we'll never forget you. tres LOVES. (:

approximately 2 years.

approximately 22 months

approximately 528 hours

approximately 31680 minutes

approximtely 1900800 seconds.

we've just spent the pass 1900800 seconds as a class.

for every second we've spent, we've grown closer and changed by the day. we've laughed, screamed, shouted, cried, teared, angst or even feared as a class for the past moments, and im not going to let go of these treasured moments. no.

although we've never been a very bonded class, it's a miracle we've been able to go through these 2 years together. we've discovered ourselves through lifeskills camp, been through or angst during OM, made it big during food and funfair, created havoc during classes, screamed and shouted during recesses, laughed and violated many bodies during fights, suffered under the many many scoldings of various teachers, and just yesterday, bonded for once as a class playing games.

and now, we're working hard as a class for choral night.

though we had disagreements, we were still a class. i will definitely treasure all the moments we had together. (:

TRES LOVES. 207'06.

once a sevener, always a sevener.


to my 4 close friends out there:

LYNN: i'm no body violator you! anyway, jiayou for choral night! and study hard kay! especially your maths and science! yay maybe we can meet up some day and study together during the holidays. (:

LIUYI: llama liuyi! LOVES. thanks for being such a great deskmate! (: jiayou for choral night and your triple science! and dont be so pessimisstic!(:

SOK KHOONG: soggy! CHEER UP KAY. dont be so sad and depressed! it's still not the end of the world yet! (: jiayou for choral night and your trip science. and again, CHEER UP! (:

EENING: captain pervy! haha! yay. thanks for being such a great companion! (: jiayou for choral night and good luck for getting your subject combination! (what was it arh? chem physics geog? =x) haha! (:

LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS. (:

SEVEN more days to our choral night performance. 207 jiayou! make it the best performance of the night and let us shine as brightly as the stars as a class! (:

why do i suddenly feel so empty? like a part of me is leaving and im not ready to let go.

and who knows? maybe i wouldnt even want to let go at all.

you said you'll always be there when i needed you,
where were you then?















im so sick of putting on this mask to cover up my true feelings,
to cover up my tears and act blissful.















im walking this never ending road all alone,
a path which i really really really want to walk no more.















i just wanna sleep and never never EVER have to wake up,
to face the whole messed up world again.

ok.

FIRST STOP:

attention to all those in PSGL: those who are not able to make it for the EOY PSGL camp on the 23rd and 24th of NOVEMBER and those who are VEGETERIAN, please sms/email/notify JAMIE. details at the PSGL yahoo group.


SEOND STOP:

god this is soooooooo preeeeeetteeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy! (:

http://adorkablesales.livejournal.com/
http://chicboutique.livejournal.com/

i mean, EYE CANDY PLEASE. (: so pleasing to the eye-
yet so expensive. im broke. ):

THIRD STOP:

yup, tick tock tick tock. time to stop play and start work. did a bit of variations and non-simultaneous equations today. need to start reading bio notes tmr and finish non-simultaneous equations tmr. then start the revision stack on tuesday. god that stack is such a killer. im going to DIE doing that stack. RAWRR. ):

i wanna start chem! but jason doesnt allow until next week. ): rahhh him.

funny stuff happened, but none that i can remember to post now. :/

FOURTH STOP:

SMP! who's doing arh? i know shi hui liuyi sok and liwen confirm doing. I WANNA DO TOO! let's do biochem or DNA science! (: wahaha.

got to find a group soon. deadline is this wednesday. :/ submission of application forms is this thursday!

FIFTH STOP:

yay! i think variations very nice to do! it's like the mixture of all the different algebra! (: yayer. and now school's using heymath.com but i cant log in using my own ID. dunno why. everytime i try to log out and log back in i still appear as CHIEN HAN SHENG.

HAN SHENG! WHAT DID YOU DO ARH?

using heymath.net is a problem. neither me nor sok can find the browse lessons button. browse what browse?

SIXTH STOP:

tmr we're getting back our marksheet! urgh. it's like having a nightmare just by staring at my own marks. ): rawrr. i hope tmr's not going to be some boring day again.


aye. this post is so childish. shall go off now. BYE! (:

where is the love-black eyed peas.

What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?
(where is the lovex3)
(the love2x)

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?
(where is the lovex3)
(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(fade)



Allstar Tribute - What's Going On

Tell me
People dying
People crying
Lord help us

Mother, mother
There's too many of you crying
Oh, brother, brother, brother
There's far too many of you dying
That's right
You know we've got to find a way
To bring some lovin' here today

Oh my father, father
We don't need to escalate
You see war is not the answer
For only love can conquer hate
You know we've got to find a way
To bring some lovin' here today

Barricades, can't block our way
Don't punish me with brutality
Talk to me
So you can see

Oh what's going on
What's going on
Yeah what's going on
Ahh what's going on

What's going on in a world filled with pain
Where's the love for which we pray
What's going on
When our children can't play
Homeless can't eat
There's got to be a better way
What's going on
When we politically blind
Can't see the signs of endangered times
What's going on

What's goin' on in the world today
I'd rather be dead than to turn my head away
We got this first world vision too
Comfy to lift up our hands in the air
And cry for a switch

Father, father
Father help us, come on
Everybody thinks we're wrong
Oh, but who are they to judge us
Together we can all be strong
United we stand, divided we fall
Oh you know we've got to find a way
To bring some understanding here today

Barricades can't block our way
Don't punish me with brutality
Baby talk to me
So you can see

Yeah, what's going on
Hey, what's going on
Somebody tell me what's going on
I'll tell you what's goin' on-uh

What's going on 'cross seas
Every minute a child dies by this disease
In record numbers indeed
Got momma's crying out please
My baby hold on
My child ain't done nothing wrong
Still I want to holler
Ask them why they don't bother
Oh no, oh no
Make me turn to my father
And ask him why they all got a trapped soul

I can feel what was bothering Marvin
Why his words forever remain
Dealing with these modern day problems
'Cause of ignorance surrounding me and my constituents
Too many infected
Too many lives diminishing
Nobody say Protestants, Jews, Blacks, and Whites, Latinos and Asians
Pray together
Less fight
We better unite
As genocide chemical war
And the rich and the poor
Know that God delivers a cure

It's a shame our reality is devastating
People praying for a cure
Dying while they're waiting
Ask the Lord for the comfort and strength to face it
All the kids with dreams
Won't get the chance to chase it
Makes me sad
Think about the lives they would've had
Think about the orphan babies got no moms and dads
How can we sit back and not try to make it right
We gotta come together
We gotta fight for life

Somebody tell me what's going on(What's going on)
We got human beings using humans for a bomb
But everyone wanna live
Don't nobody really want to die
You feeling me right
I can't be watching people die (die)
And watching people cry
Let me break it down for a minute
If there's enough room here for you and me
There's plenty of room for some humanity

Somebody tell me what's going on(What's going on)
Somebody tell me what's going on(What's going on)
Somebody tell me what's going on(What's going on)
Somebody tell me what's going on(What's going on)




watch it. it's really nice and meaningful. guess most of you from 207 has watched it when mrs koh discussed it with litreature and imagery. i guess i loved the imagery. was really nice and meaningful. (:

enjoy! (:

god.

just got this from michelle's nic:

http://www.delasalle.moe.edu.sg/memories/mrswang.htm

the wake was today and i didnt even hear about it. RAWR.






sometimes it really pains me to realise that we only realise how much others have done for us only when they have left.
sometimes i really regret not treasuring her when she was our principal.


yet sometimes it's just too late.

qoutea jasmine tan:


NANYANG IS FUUULLL OF SMART PEOPLE.


and being the idiot me, that's like scary to know.

i mean, that cynthia for example. she got 80/100 for SEC 3 PHYSICS and was the THIRD LOWEST in her class.

like hello? i can just go and shoot myself. for i FAILED physics.

ok fine. not fail but is 10/20 anything near 80/100 to you?

and our dear judy got 91 /100 for sec 3 physics mind you.

like oh my god. i would have really really commited suicide lah.


i think what jasmine said on her blog was very meaningful.

The genocide talk today was inspiring.

It's so.. so.. typical of people to go, "omg, that's so horrible, that's so sad (and etc.)" when they see videos of genocide etc. happening but yet after that, they just go back to their dinner.

and I am guilty of that.

(and) Though I signed up cause I thought genocide was infanticide but yah, it's not apparently and there's something called genocide happening now in Sudan; Darfur where 500 people die everyday.

(By the way, I didn't even heard about this genocide before. I mean other than showing me not reading up, I think it, too, shows alot about the media coverage on it.)

Even MayChew kept quiet after looking at the pictures and yup, I came back and talked to my mum about it.

Not MayChew, the genocide.

and about making a difference. I just don't want her to be like those people whereby they go, "You are going to India? That's a dirty place."

I mean wth. Go clean up la.

It's a blessing to help (: just like what pea says.

i mean, i asked my mum about news on the darfur genocide and she was like "what's that? nobody cares about that now. the people and the media is only concerned about north korea and their launch on the nuclear weapon."

but even though the launch of the nuclear weapon is important and worrying, dont tell me that 500 people dying everyday in darfur does not disturb you.

for your imformation, it disturbs me alot.

Let them know we're for them. There's a likelihood for us to speak to one today and not see her the next. End the genocide that is happening by caring for them. Please visit www.genocideinterventionnetwork.com, they offer newsletters on the on going Darfur, Sudan genocide. Do sign up for http://www.unicef.org, they do not spread only news on genocides but on children and youths too. Lastly, join http://caxton.stockton.edu/STAND if you may. All it takes is 10 secs.

do your part to stop genocide, even a little makes a difference. (:






THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING!well, think again!

01) Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.
02) Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush.
03)The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma.
04)No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.
05)Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.
06)You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.
07)Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or older.
08)The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum.
09)The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.
10)A Boeing 747's wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight.
11)The wingspan of the B-36, an retired USAF bomber, was twice as long.
12)American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating 1 olive from each salad served in first-class.
13)Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.
14)Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.
15)The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.
16)Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.
17)The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer. So did the first ‘Marlboro Man’.
18)Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts.
19)Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.
20)Marilyn Monroe had six toes.
21)All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just didn't like being seen wearing them in public. 22)Walt Disney was afraid of mice.
23)Pearls melt in vinegar.
24)Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married.
25)The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca Cola, and Budweiser, in that order.
26)It is possible to lead a cow upstairs, but not downstairs.
27)A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.
28)The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days when the engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases.
29)Richard Millhouse Nixon was the first US president whose name contains all the letters from the word “criminal.” The second? William Jefferson Clinton
30)Turtles can breathe through their butts.

got those from jiaying's blog. haha i like no. 27 and 30. and number 2 just gross me out.

i never knew turtles breathe through their butts! small cheryl says we learnt them when we're primary 5. did we? i cant remember. :/

this just proves the number of smart people in nanyang. but besides that fact, ( i mean the fact that nanyang is full of smart people. :/ ) nanyang's standard is detoriating.

well, who is to deny it? it came out in the newspapers. and this year's JC 1 batch of HCJC people who were from nanyang are not performing up to standard. (or so by my dad.)

and even my marcus my cousin in SJI sec 4 knows that only above 75 for all subject is good. below that is lousy. so now im some lousy crappy person. cause i didnt get above 75 for ANY of my subjects.

even though all of us in my batch are going to HCJC through IP, we still have to get 60% and above to be able to enter HCJC. and for some other people who are not entering HCJC through IP, it's a 6 points.

6 points meaning getting A1 for all subjects and subtracting 2 points for CCA.

like HOW AM I GOING TO GET 6 POINTS FOR SEC 4 WITH MY STANDARD?

it's no wonder nanyang girls are not performing up to standard when they go HCJC. i mean, some of us are contented with getting 65% already and they think they're safe. but in actual fact, we'll really suffer when we go HCJC. only then will we know what is really up to standard.

and to get my 6 points i really have to start working now.

and im going to start working on maths at jason's tmr.

BYE.

p.s. i apologise if any of the above content is disturbing to you.

if you havent heard the news,


nsseah@hotmail.com says (22:08):
Mrs Wang died this thursday

nsseah@hotmail.com says (22:08):
thursday morning at 3 a.m.

when i heard the news, i felt as if a part of my memory in de la salle had suddenly gone missing.

true, i used to hate her alot when i was in de la salle. i used to think she was some old old naggy aunty who had come to our school and chased away all the good teachers. but now, come to think of it, she really wasnt that bad. in fact, compared to the current new principle at de la salle now, she's an angel.

she died as a heroine. she died fighting cancer.

i realised that de la salle has a lot of principles who have cancer. =x



anyway. had band today. was so tired that i was literally sleeping standing up with the bass leaning against me. was half-asleep all through warm-ups. played PIRATES DREAMS and ms chong cut out some of the parts. but of all parts she had to cut out the NICE BUT DIFFICULT PART. THAT PART VERY NICE OK! ): make me prqc like siao for that part then in the end say dont play. but yay i think pirates dreams very nice. (:

played abit for with heart and voice too. but no timpani, and the timpani part was the main thing for the piece so the whole band was like very messed up. yay i think our potential SYF pieces for next year are nice. (:

came home and slept from 9 to 12.30a.m. woke up and went to bathe. HURHUR. :/

ok i just realised how busy next year is going to be. like next year, im going to take chem bio geog+ music. so i have band 3 days a week, plus one day a week for music. then im planning to take maths training for maths SIA next year and SMP for science SIA. and SMP needs me to spend 3 hours a week with the professor at the university. so that takes up all my five days a week. plus the first 2 weeks of june holidays and both my sabbatical modules for maths training. and the worse thing is, next year we have SYF in april, then we're going to have concert in june? like there's only TWO MONTHS for us to prepare for the concert after SYF. and in june i have SMP and maths training.

oh god. i am sooo going to die next year.



im still contemplating whether to go for jason's this sunday or not. i dont know what to tell him for my science. im sooo dead.



yay! i think im addicted to tokyo juliet. like OH MAN. IT'S SOOO SOOOO SWEEEEEEET! (: iswak also. but i cant load episodes 18 19 and 20. HOW SAD! and sok says episode 20 is the sweetest episode! ):

ok i think this post is super incoherent. dunno lah cant think properly now. im going to w atch tokyo juliet! (:

if you havent heard the news,


nsseah@hotmail.com says (22:08):
Mrs Wang died this thursday

nsseah@hotmail.com says (22:08):
thursday morning at 3 a.m.

when i heard the news, i felt as if a part of my memory in de la salle had suddenly gone missing.

true, i used to hate her alot when i was in de la salle. i used to think she was some old old naggy aunty who had come to our school and chased away all the good teachers. but now, come to think of it, she really wasnt that bad. in fact, compared to the current new principle at de la salle now, she's an angel.

she died as a heroine. she died fighting cancer.

i realised that de la salle has a lot of principles who have cancer. =x



anyway. had band today. was so tired that i was literally sleeping standing up with the bass leaning against me. was half-asleep all through warm-ups. played PIRATES DREAMS and ms chong cut out some of the parts. but of all parts she had to cut out the NICE BUT DIFFICULT PART. THAT PART VERY NICE OK! ): make me prqc like siao for that part then in the end say dont play. but yay i think pirates dreams very nice. (:

played abit for with heart and voice too. but no timpani, and the timpani part was the main thing for the piece so the whole band was like very messed up. yay i think our potential SYF pieces for next year are nice. (:

came home and slept from 9 to 12.30a.m. woke up and went to bathe. HURHUR. :/

ok i just realised how busy next year is going to be. like next year, im going to take chem bio geog+ music. so i have band 3 days a week, plus one day a week for music. then im planning to take maths training for maths SIA next year and SMP for science SIA. and SMP needs me to spend 3 hours a week with the professor at the university. so that takes up all my five days a week. plus the first 2 weeks of june holidays and both my sabbatical modules for maths training. and the worse thing is, next year we have SYF in april, then we're going to have concert in june? like there's only TWO MONTHS for us to prepare for the concert after SYF. and in june i have SMP and maths training.

oh god. i am sooo going to die next year.



im still contemplating whether to go for jason's this sunday or not. i dont know what to tell him for my science. im sooo dead.



yay! i think im addicted to tokyo juliet. like OH MAN. IT'S SOOO SOOOO SWEEEEEEET! (: iswak also. but i cant load episodes 18 19 and 20. HOW SAD! and sok says episode 20 is the sweetest episode! ):

ok i think this post is super incoherent. dunno lah cant think properly now. im going to w atch tokyo juliet! (:

in school now. waiting for 2.30 to come then me tianhui and jasmine will go for band.

got sectionals today. :/ but jasmine tan's coming!

tuesday we had our first band prac from the looong break. missed band so much! but now need to brush up on basics again cause i forgot all my hand shape and stuff and my fingers very pain! ):

yesterday went to see the singapore biennale exhibition at city hall and SAM. this year's biennale exhibition's theme is:

B E L I E F

very nice! got to see alot of art works and some of them were quite inspiring. (: although those at city hall were more difficult to understand and scarier. some gory disgusting looking picture at SAM actually was very nice as it brought out the beliefs of six different fairytales. (:

after looking at all these art pieces, it actually leads me to thinking, is what we believe always right/true? what if what we have always believed in is not right? what if we go in the wrong direction of life?

ok got to go for band! BYE. (:

posting pictures! (:


the day we went to liuyi's house

on the bus to ang mo kio station from liuyi's house. wenqi soooooo tired arh. must BLINK BLINK when i take this. ): and soggy looks weird....


taken by my motorola by liuyi. soggy looks so interested in what wenqi's doing. O.o

once again by liuyi. LOOK AT WENQI'S WEIRD EXPRESSION! HAHA! and sok's laughing at dunno what so amusing. :/

starring: LEE WENQI and LEE SOK KHOONG. doing the uhhhhh "U U POSE". (: "instructed" by director LEE LIUYI. (:


THEM! wenqi and liuyi attempting to drag sok khoong into the neoprints shop to take neos. O.O

first unprepared print. SO STUPID. OH MAN. and LOOK AT WENQI!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! SO DAMN FUNNY! (:

DO NOT ATTEMPT TO ASK ME WHAT'S WITH THE SHIT. liuyi decorate one. hohum. liuyi and wenqi look so cute! sok looks like she's cracking up and i just look horrendous. :/

the MOOOON. O.o sok looks weird. :/

one of the best taken print. WENQI SOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! and i look like im forced to smile. :/

another one of the best taken photo. DAO-NESS. sok and liuyi look like guy models! haha! wenqi like act cool like that.
THEM! THREE GUYS: 1 macho guy looking for the bus (sok), one small boy happily scraping for sweet (liuyi) and one GAY holding a plastic bag like girl like that and eating sweet and dunno looking at what( DUH WENQI OF COURSE (: ). HAHA. wenqi looks so amusing!


LEE LIUYI THE SIKH. haha! she got attacked by wenqi after bathing and i caught this on my phone. she was like: "HUH? WHAT'S HAPPENING? I DONT HAVE MY SPECS ON I CANNOT SEEE!" HAHA!

oh btw, i just realised something else that made me "ODDBALL" on that day.

LEE sok khoong

LEE wenqi

LEE liuyi

LIM siew ying.

they all LEE i LIM! ):

yay!

tmr there's BAND! (:

but urgh tmr sec 3s not coming! ): why oh why oh why!

JASMINE TAN! THURSDAY GOT BASS LESSONS OR NOT? THURSDAY I GOT CHORAL NIGHT FULL-DRESS REHEARSAL! :/

sigh. my results are so sucky. FLUNKED CHINESE. oh god. i might as well just commit suicide. and geography is no better.

so far, only maths has reached my personal target. :/

jason should be proud.

that gorilla. =x

sigh. going to jason's this sunday. it's going to be raining homework. T.T

i should strive to be a full-time mugger like-

BENJAMIN CHAI.

rah. stupid chai. so smart until can fool around yet score damn well. and still find time to suan me. T.T

rawr. damn nervous for tmr. ): LANGUAGE ARTS AND SCIENCE. baaaaaaaaad combination. very baaaad. ):

shall go and play piano now. bye. (:

it feels weird not going for jason's today.

anyway,

IM NERVOUS FOR TMR! ):

CHINESE

and

GEOG


urgh the agony. ): i think i did very badly for chinese and geography is just as screwed. URGH. how how how?

anyway, BAND'S STARTING. (: we finally get to play and relieve the memories again! (:



as im counting down the days to our choral night performance,
im also counting down the days when we last get to perform as 207'06.

Im Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico

Oh, Oh
I'm not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it's over
What else could it be besides a cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

CHORUS
(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

It's a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not
ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

Chorus x 2

No I can't be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it's right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
(knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
(it's the best day of my life)
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

I'm not missing you
(oh baby)
I'm not missing you
I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem


yesterday
1. Going to Liu Yi's house + Cina
went to liuyis house with sok yesterday. took mrt from yew tee to ang mo kio then changed bus.
sok khoong arh! wear until so boyish! then im sure got people mistake us for ME a girl dating HER a boy when it's HER a GIRL. please lorh. we're not les. -.-

finally reached liuyi's house and we went down to the basement to see cinalucia. cina arh. SO VIOLENT. keeeeeeeep scratching and bithing sok and liuyi. (i ran away. HEH HEH) AIYOOOO. kittens nowadays arh.... oops =x anyway. ya she was being damn hyped up and violent and kept jumping on us. hurhur.

quotes: "She's one violent cat. And she has enormous ears. The whole time round she was jumping around like a jack-in-the-box and she accidentally whammed her head against the bottom of Liu Yi's drawer."

then wenqi came along and she was putting cina on her lap. then she got tickled by cina. wenqi VIBRATED like siao and started shaking her legs, repeated: "ahhhh very ticklish!" over and over again until cina finally decided to jump off her lap. haiyo. wenqi damn funny can!

2. Dressing Liu Yi
so after that we decided to go junction 8. went up to liuyi's bedroom and helped her get dressed. LIUYI HAS ALOT OF CLOTHES. O.O you people arh. DONT SEE SHE EVERYDAY DRESS TOMBOYISH TOMBOYISH ONE AND GET CHEATED BY HER ARH. she has TEN SKIRTS in her cupboard! even i everyday wear skirt one also dont have so many skirts as her. O.o liuyi weird!

oh by the way, she has more girlish clothes than guyish clothes and she doesnt like girlish clothes. HOHO THE IRONY. -.-

liuyi was in a dilemma about WHAT TO WEAR. so me and sok decided to help her choose. then we choose already she say too girlish. in the end she choose herself. -.- and we took HALF AN HOUR to help her decided what to wear. =x

3. I'm the odd one out.
sigh. for this segment i shall qoute from sok.

"Siew Ying is so girly. So so so so girly. Let me tell you why she's the odd one out.
-among Wen Qi, Liu Yi and I, she was the only one without specs
-She was the only one with long hair
-She was the only one carrying a tote
-She was the only one in a skirt and was trying to make Liu Yi wear one with her but failed miserably
-She was the only one in slip-ons
-she was the only one not wearing specs.

Wahaha. So girly! LOL. No offence, no offence."

T.T

4. going to junction 8
took bus from liuyi's house to ang mo kio mrt station. photowhored with wenqi and sok since they were sitting opposite me and liuyi. and they both looked like gays omg.

then took mrt to bishan. qoutes sok again: "Hm. We were on the MRT to Bishan. Wen Qi and Siew Ying, rather fortunately, found the pole thingys to hold on to. Poor Liu Yi and I didn't. Liu Yi hence assumed I was one and held on to me for stability. Then I mumbled a bit of crap and she shifted to Wen Qi. Then I kind of lost my balance and held on to Siew Ying. Then I don't know how, but somehow, we started talking about circuits and live and neutral wires. We were wondering where the earth wire went to and decided it was a two-pin plug. (:"

these type of people arh.study too much already. want to apply concept also apply at the wrong place at the wrong time. -.-

5. STUPID WENQI
we were walking out of the mrt station to J8 when wenqi and liuyi suddenly realise that me and sok look like a couple and i looked like im dating a guy shorter than me. -.- then ALL OF A SUDDEN, LEE WENQI ACKNOWLEDGED ME AS HER DAUGHTER. O.o

wenqi: "haiyo! you see! this is my GOOOOOOD son." -points to liuyi-

then

wenqi: -points to me- "YOU ARH. my daughter. SOOOOO DESPO. of ALLLLL thing you date a SHORTER guy."

me and sok: "WTH! "

liuyi: "teeeeeeheeeeee i got a despo sister! jie! why you so despo! you date a shorter guy!" -points to sok-

-.-"""""" oh man. i want to faint.

like excuse me? which part of the sentence: "WE ARE NOT LES." do you not understand? cause i'd be very happy to explain it to you.

sidetrack: my mum has very ridiculously asked me to put cucumber on my face as cucumber is supposed to CLEAN YOUR FACE. but excuse me? how can a cucumber clean you face? like it's a VEGETABLE. it doesnt even move. how can it clean your face?

6. dragging sok to take neoprints.
liuyi wanted to take neoprints when sok and i had absolutely no intentions of doing so. (at first, cause i gave in later.) like come on. let's face it. due to technology advancement you can always use photoshop to do stuff like neoprints with your taken photos. and it's soooo much cheaper than taking neoprints? but since wenqi and liuyi really wanted to go so i had give in to them and let them drag sok into the neoprints shop. hoho. hmm shall upload the picture of them dragging sok into the shop next time. not able to load pictures from the phone into the com now. =x

7. taking neoprints
fun but stupid procedure. DO NOT EVER TAKE NEOPRINTS WITH 3 FIRST-TIMERS. that was a very very big mistake that liuyi made yesterday cause me sok and wenqi were taking neoprints for the first time and we seriously didnt know what to do. everything was said in jap and only liuyi and i knew a little bit of jap. :/ and we werent even prepared when they started taking the photos! like the first photo was HORRENDOUS. GOD. SO HORRIBLE. but nvm lah. can train abs cause you'll look at it and start laughing like siao.

actually wanted to upload prints but then realised that they were very pixified. shall try to upload if i can next time.

8. cheat money.
err ya. cheat money! why? because the machine went to choose the spastic looking first picture which we wanted very much to discard. (but it turned out to be a blessing in disguise later!)

9. doodling the neoprints
imagine. liuyi finishes dodling all 5 neoprints while wenqi and sok were still on their first one. (i wasnt involved) that's the problem when you take neoprints with first-timers. WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. they kept writing and erasing and writing. -.-

10. Looking for food.
wenqi was hungry after that and we we decided to help her find food. being a vegetarian, she couldnt eat any type of food and we had to help her find vegetarian food. we ended up wandering in minitoons instead. :/

11. chocolates.
was WANDERING then sok had a sudden craving for chocolates and we went down. oh man, the chocolate shop is such an INDULGE.

12. Going back
decided to go back to liuyi's house for lunch. went back to the MRT station and we were talking talking talking. so when the train came we just boarded. did the stupid circuit thing thing again and suddenly i had this feeling we were going the wrong direction cause the train was going underground.

qoutes:

siewying: "Are we taking the right train?"
Speakers: Braddell.
Us: Oops.

With that, we rushed off the train and ran to the other platform to board the train going in the other direction. Hohoho.After getting to Ang Mo Kio MRT, we walked to the bus stop and Liu Yi started her nonsense.

She was the...somethingman.
I was the...somethingman.
Siew Ying was the...girlishman (something along those lines).
Wen Qi was the...auntieman.

Walao. Very wrong please!Liuyi was blabbering some ahsweeish things saying she was a guy or something. SO RUBBISH. I was laughing like nuts. HAHAHAHA.

13. lunch at liuyi's
wenqi cooked her vegetarian maggie while me sok and liuyi struggled to finish one whole big pot of bee hoon her maid cooked. liuyi and i ate 3.5 plates (STILL SAY I NEVER EAT ALOT?!?!) and sok ate 4 plates. after finishing her fourth plate, she went back to the pot and stopped.

sok: "eeeeeee. no more already arh. i still hungry leh!"

-starts using the spoon to scrap the pot and lick the spoon-

liuyi's mom: "ehhhh you still hungry arh?"

me: "NOOO! i mean, er. I VERY FULLLLL."

rahhhhh. indigestion then you know arh.

14. training abs with a photo. O.o
can you believe neoprints can make you train your abs? ok sounds stupid but ya! after lunch we went back to liuyi's room and started "studying" and "analysing" the photos and we realised that the first photo that we took was damn funny! wenqi looked like some goldfish with she standing straight, arms and legs straight, LIPS STRAIGHT and her eyes like blur blur one. she looked like some guard! damn funny! then liuyi was sitting on the chair thing and she had this frightened/shocked/surprised O.O look on her face! haha! my god! damn funny lah! we couldnt stop laughing until like 20 minutes later. we started digressing and then we started looking at the photo again. and then-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

MY GOD. ABS WERE DAMN PAIN PLEASE.

then we decided that the "dao mah" and the "back to school" picture look very nice. sok and liuyi can be models got teenage GUY CLOTHES. haha! damn zai3. (:

15. cinalucia again
i think cina's an american wild hunting cat. she pounces on people like pouncing on prey. and she keeps biting us. O.o

16. going home.

qoutes:
Liu Yi had to go to the dentist, so we had to go too. Her mum offered to send us out. So since she and Liu Yi's sister were taking the front, the 4 of us had to squeeze at the back. And I mean squeeze. Liu Yi went in, followed by Wen Qi and Siew Ying. Then I had no space. Poor Siew Ying moved forward so that I'd have space to go in and she took up less than 1/4 of the seat. ._.

It's ok, she's skinny. (:

No lah I not so mean. xD

SO MEAN! ):

17. on the MRT

aiyah. too lazy to type. qoute again.

Wen Qi, Siew Ying and I were on the MRT. We were bored, so we started talking. We began with a class gathering, then we digressed...and digressed...and digressed...and digressed...until we were talking about NCC Air, NCC Land or NCC Sea.

What the.

Oh, you won't want to know the contents of our conversation on who to invite for class gathering.

*Please note that the conversation was only for entertainment purposes. Content is not to be taken seriously.

18. LOT 1
went lot 1 cause i had to help my sis buy earstuts from there and since sok didnt want to go home so early, so we went LOT 1. saw clara and estella. (:

19. SOK AND I ARE NOT LES.
like wth! sok and i decide to go to the pasar malam to buy stuffs and she bought food. then everything she buy one, but all the stall owners all giver the stuff to ME. waliao! they all think that sok's a guy and im the girlfriend. so the boyfriend is buying for the girlfriend. then i kept telling them is SOK KHOONG BUY ONE. AHEM. but they still dont get it. -.-

waliao. do i look so desperate that I HAVE TO DATE A GUY SHORTER THAN ME???? NO RIGHT!?!?!?!?

mehs. faints.




today
i've been feeling a little down. not myself lately. i dont know why. seems like i dont seem to be that easily amused anymore. i just feel very empty.

got back maths and history. disaster. roar. although it's like the first time i pass IP 60% for history, it's still damn lan4 compared to the whole level, and i failed to get 65%.

how pathetic can i get.

then maths was horror. though it's the first time i got 80 for maths, but it's like the whole level did damn well for this time round cause the paper was damn easy and lots of people got 90 and above.

and if i hadnt got so many careless mistakes, i would have gotton at least 90.

urgh im soooo stupid. someone can just shoot me.

choral night's coming. shall update calendar next time.


Lily Allen Smile Lyrics

When you first left me
I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door
What'cha do that for? (What'cha do that for?)

When you first left me
I didnt know what to say
I'd never been on my own that way
Just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you are feeling alone

At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile
At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me
You say that you want me back (Want me back)
And I tell you it don't mean jack (It don't mean jack)
No it don't mean jack (No it don't mean jack)

I couldn't stop laughing
No I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile
At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

At first when I see you cry (When I see you cry)
It makes me smile (It makes me smile)
Yeah it makes me smile (Yeah it makes me smile)
At worst I feel bad for a while (I feel bad for a while)
But then I just smile (But then I just smile)
I go ahead and smile (I go ahead and smile)

At first when I see you cry (When I see you cry)
It makes me smile (It makes me smile)
Yeah it makes me smile (Yeah it makes me smile)
At worst I feel bad for a while (I feel bad for a while)
But then I just smile (But then I just smile)
I go ahead and smile (I go ahead and smile)

who got the mp3? can send me? thanks! (:










what's the meaning of life when it's a tireless routine?

i cant believe i still cant let go.

went to liuyi's house with wenqi and sok today!

things to blog about:

1. cinalucia
2. dress liuyi
3. me odd one out
4. go junction 6 + the circuit circuit thing
5. we became some stupid family
6. drag sok and i to take neoprints
7. taking neoprints
8. cheat money
9. decorate
10. help wenqi find food, but ended up at minitoons
11. chocolate
12. take wrong direction
13. liuyi's house for lunch
14. training abs with a photo
15. cina again
16. going home
17. linkings from the class to NCC. :/
18. LOT 1 saw estella and clara
19. me and sok became les. O.o

ok shall try to blog about this tmr or saturday! tmr im going swimming!

FINALLY! (:

and tmr we're getting back history and maths. OF ALL PAPERS HISTORY AND MATHS. urgh.

and tmr's there's choral night preparation! (:


hoho look at the irony of life. ):

ok. links are up again! changed the windows status thing thing and the format thing. so that there's no need to scroll and scroll and scroll. (:

shall do this quiz which ding jie asked me to do long long time ago.


single, taken or crushing?
ermmmm.... single.

are you happy with your life now?
i should have just said YES, but no. im not.

when you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him/her fast?
how would i know when i havent met the right person? must meet the person first right!

have you ever had your heart broken?
heart broken over what?

do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no... cheating is NO GOOD. nononono.

would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
why would i?

have you ever talked about marriage with another before?
HMM. dont think so. cant remember. and anyway. WE'RE TOO YOUNG. we must strive to be YOUNG and INNOCENT like LEE LIUYI! (:

do you want children?
good question. i dont know. i dont want to think about it.

would you ever consider adoption?
another good question. i dont know.

if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
ermm... first of all, who's that someone?

do you enjoy getting into relationship?
i havent gotten into one so i dont know.

what is the furtherest thing you and your ex did?
sorry. no ex. next!

do you believe in love at first sight?
noooooo waaaayyy. it'd probably be infatuation. like romeo. TSK!

are you romantic?
haiyo. why you ask. want to date me isit?

do you believe you can change someone?
YES. haha. im watching iswak now please.

if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
why the hell would i be thinking where i want to get married when i havent even been thinking about marriage!

do you give in easily when you are fighting?
why? want to fight with me isit? actually it DEPENDS. hurhur.

do you have feelings for someone right now?
ambigous question. WHAT TYPE OF FEELINGS?

have you ever wish that you could have someone but you messed it up?
again. MESS WHAT UP?

have you ever broken a heart?
i dont think so.

if one day your best friend falls in love with the person you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
i dont know. never happened before. haiyo. happen liao then come and say can?

are you missing someone now?
YES. in fact, im missing alot of people. I MISS THE BAND. ):

now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
write down their names in the list below.
tag them in their blogs to let them know.
actually. WHATEVER. you happy then you do lorh. not happy then dont do lah! -.-

BYE. im back to iswak.

just saw this on lynn's blog:


Amazing Quotes of the day:

Amazing Quote #1: Lynn: OMG. I WROTE COVALENT BUT I DID IONIC! wait. or did Iwrite ionic then do covalent?

Amazing Quote #2: Lynn: Of course I know how do get there. Just see the red building then you get off, I think. Am I right? Dunno. Hm. Lets ask someone. Told you I didnt know how to get there!

Amazing quote #3: Soggy: You ah, very polluted you know. Siewying: I know, thank you :D

Amazing quote #4: Soggy: I lurve to give people stones you know! So soggy stones like stones*Note: This quote was said said so many times that the original quote is unknown :D

Amazing quote #5: Soggy: I PUT LIME IN THE STONE COCKTAIL. LIMEEESTONEEEE!


hahaha!

im hungry.

shit lah. i cant eat dinner tonight. thanks to my dentist. she just tore my upper lip with her scissors about 2 and a half hours ago.

now it's numb and i cant even smile properly. so dont expect to see me smile anymore.

and hoho it's still bleeding so no food.

thanks arh. im damn hungry.


urgh stupid haze. i keep coughing and my eyes are swollen because of you. and hoho. did i mention that you were in the way of my vision of the scenery?

nevermind.

my life sucks please. it's after exams and i thought i will be liberated!

liberate MY FOOOOOT.

i cant do anything outrageous ( which was what i planned to do ) cause MY SISTERS ARE HAVING THEIR EXAMS.

so tell me. who went out to expo, taka, and parkway parade to shop until they drop during my exams huh. huh huh huh?

raaahhh you.

anyway, yesterday i went to IKEA with lynn and sok. went there to lunch and shop for eoys. (:

AHHHH FOOOOD... hungry... ): that's sok eating her pouched salmon, me eating meatballs and us sharing the potato salad. lynn was eating her spaghetti with meatballs and stealing cranberry sauce from me. the food was heavenly please! (:

hahaha! the most important people in the world! (: starring ME AND LYNN.

where's soggy?

make that: FOR THE MOST IMPORTANT SOGGY IN THE WORLD. (: haha!

the 3 of us had fun fooling around with stuffs and getting stuffs. hoho. i got the most stuffs for eoys and choral night. (: exciting...

then after that me and sok went to west mall to help her get stuffs. waliao the 2 of us very dumb lah. keep walking round and round and round the whole shoppping mall. then i happen to walk into this shop selling bags and belts. the prices are ex please. and the sale girl was like "hello, may i help you? what do you want?"

me: "errrmmmm. nothing. just looking around."

sok: "no money to buy stuffs. tooo expensive! hehhehheh. "

the salegirl STARED at our bags with the big big word printed I K E A on it and looked at us. then she walked away.

me and sok emerged from the shop laughing. haha!

after that we went home, and i watched ISWAK 3 hours straight until my dad came to scold me.

the girl is so blurrr and the guy is so.... erm... introvert? haha. but the 2 of them look so cute together! (:

haha so cute! (:

ok anyway, today after the horrible dental appointment, my dad and i went back to parkway parade to collect my sister's water bottle which she left at swensens. -.-

AND PARKWAY PARADE IS HUGE. man it's like shopping heaven. so many shops! (: wower. ok i know im super slow. like erm after 7 months studying opposite that place, now then i realise that that place is so huge and it's called parkway parade. HMMMM. never go there before mah. let's go vivocity and parkway parade to shop next time. (:

ok. im back to iswak. bye! (:

back from jason's.


im feeling very very screwed now. like DAMN DAMN DAMN SCREWED. URGH.


ok. tmr's going to be screwed.

like uh huh. my bio sucks, chem sucks, and physics is like a nightmare.

oh please pray for me tmr. HURHUR.



got more jason's story to tell. pointers:

-TAO NAN PRIMARY 3 GUY
-isabelle and jason and janet (butt thing)
-weiqing's milo and nose
-wilmur shit incident
-benjamin's horoscope
-grace
-jason+ben chai+ butt
-cosbe
-st pat's and maris stella EMO teachers> gayness> harassment> pedophile> grace and cosbe
-grace and her horoscope thing thing
-people's park

ok that's about it. today damn funny lah! hurhur.

i hereby proclaim my UNDYING HATE for physics. RAHHH. hate physcis.

yet ironically, physics was my best subject last year. HURHUR.

on the brighter note,

WE'RE GOING IKEA TMR. let's go eat meatballs. (: eva wanna come?

coming back tmr. BYE.

rahh physics!

urgh crap..


i think this time im really going to fail science. it's like i cant even do chem properly now. and chem used to be my best subject. haha. still remember sitting next to shi hui during term 2 and she kept asking me chem stuff. i used to be able to answer most of her questions. now im asking liuyi and wenqi instead.


shit i suck.


i really dont feel like going to jason's tmr. urgh. but i have to. smsed him this morning le.

urgh. i feel like shit.

i wanna condemn physics to the bottom of my bathroom toilet bowl. let it rot with history.

cant sleep tonight again. got to learn and memorise all the stuff by tmr morning. grah.

currently listening to:

-persis
-with heart and voice
-asterisk
-my pace
-cure for the itch
-where'd you go
-red to black
-high road
-bad day
-gelato con caffe


some of the songs which makes me very high. with the exception of fort minor's songs that is. and bad day.

im still on bio human repro. shit lah. human repro got a lot. and there's still alot more to go.

going over to jason's again tmr. if i had went today, i probably would have died-ed. note: DIED-ED. ):


just visited the WASBE webpage. they posted the JC BAND FEST 2003 held at the ESPLANADE pictures on the web. WOWER. all the different bands from different JCs come together to form one big band to perform under the conducting of overseas conductors.

back then, there was only ONE DOUBLE BASSIST.

a GIRL.

im "muchly" inspired by those photos. just by looking at them makes me think of band more. i might reconsider NOT joining band in HCJC.

there's JC BAND FEST 2006 coming up in december. who wants to go watch with me? (:









ok. this is random ranting. you can skip this part.


i just found out something SCANDALOUS about SOME PEOPLE. whoopsie.

was blog-hopping and i read this conversation.

omg i felt so sinful after reading it. it was DAMN SCANDALOUS and probably supposed to be private but wth! the person go and post on the blog and THERE i read it.

and who's this person?



eugene chu





i shall not tell you. =x



ok ranting over.

FOLLICLES PRODUCE OVUM? eh?

and PLACENTA PRODUCE OESTROGEN. O.O why do you need the oestrogen from the placenta?



ok. anyway. VIVO CITY opened today. at first i was like "huh what's vivo city?" and i went to ask my mum. then she scolded me for planning to go there to shop and said i should go there to work instead.

so wower. or yayer. WHICHEVER. people go vivo city to shop. im going there to work.

which is probably what's going to happen this december holidays anyway. my parents will probably force me to work at some place. hurhur.

i dont mind working at robinsons! aiwen earned 50 bucks a day there lah! by doing what?

by being a salesgirl.

cool huh? just talk and slack. and there you have it. 50 bucks. -.-

but robinsons only allow students of age 16 and above to work there. sigh.

ok im back to bio. bye.

today is slack day.

came home and slept like siao. only woke up at 8 p.m. only to find that my family has gone out to eat at swensens and i have no dinner.


thanks arh.


changed the format of the calendar. stole the code from sok's blog. hehheh. hope you dont mind! =x

btw, happy birthday jason!

smsed the big guy today after maths to tell him it was ok except that i didnt sketch the stupid graph.

he answer: "ok. im happy for you."

i bet that's sacarsm. i. bet. you. that. is. sacarsm. rahh you.

im not going to jason's tmr. going on sunday. (: yayness.

yes. left science paper only. must mug hard. than after exams there's BAND! oh god i actually miss my bass. (: I MISS YOU EIEN. i want to bow and pluck your strings again! and finger your fingerboard.

ok. sounds wrong. :/

shall finish studying chem today. study bio and physics tmr and finish the 2 science paper tmr. then sunday can go and ask jason stuffs. (:

haha. ok i think this is rubbish but i dreamt of jasmine tan dancing IM A LITTLE TEAPOT SHORT AND STOUT around a chair which she placed outside the toilet and james tan saw her. and james tan went, "omg jasmine! are you alright? are you suffering from EXAM-AMUSEMENT? quick! it's a dangerous sickness! i'll send to the hospital!"

i seriously woke up laughing ok! damn funny lah! and then i visited sok's blog and she mentioned about this.

O.O scaryy. haha! stupid! damn funny lah!

ok im off to watch tv STUDY CHEM.

i still feel like stoning in front of the teeveee. ):

@#$%


my mood is like shit right now.

cause i realised i just screwed up my maths paper. damn. can say good bye to my 75% for maths.


@#$%@%^&#$^%#*%&!@#

i really didnt mean to lose my marks like that. really.

but really. what the hell was i thinking?


i feel like an idiot. especially the question 6. copy the sketch and draw the graph. i thought DRAW the graph and i went to do it on the graph paper.

damn. 5 marks gone.

and i stupidly forgot to write the calculator model on the cover page. sure get penalised for "cheating".

shit.


and NOW? i just realised that i know how to do the bonus questions after yihui told me what the answer was. and omg it's like damn easy lah! and i stupidly couldnt solve the damn question. and i was taught before lorh. shit shit shit.


i really feel like suiciding right now.

who knows? i might suicide after i get back my maths paper.



five down, one more to go.


i better score damn well for science or else im really dead meat.







and URGH. stupid! geog paper the weather and climate question, the clouds is CIRRUS or CUMULUS? like everyone in our class put cumulus and the whole of 202 put cirrus clouds.

look at the irony of life.

bloody hell. i should just go and shoot myself.

i was a fool to realise only now how superficial the world can be.




















your eyes cant be beautiful when you havent cried.

today's geog paper was ok.

BUT URGH DAMN. LOST 6 MARKS ALREADY CAUSE I WRONGLY IDENTIFIED THE STUPID CUMULUS CLOUDS.

DAMN DAMN DAMN.

was damn moody when i went to jason's. and I WAS THE ONLY PERSON THERE at 11. damn lonely. only me and jason. sigh.

shall tell the rest of jason's story tmr. pointers:

-isabelle and andrew
-photo-taking
-big benjamin
-ben chai and his maris stella friend.

ok. should be able to remember what to blog about now.


4 down, 2 more to go.

and im really dreading tmr.


they say tmr's paper's gonna be a killer. im really dreading tmr. and i need 75% for maths for eoys. complete shi1 bai4. ):

kay. go and revise maths now. bye!

just saw this on pea's blog. thought it was rather funny. (:

"No school tomorrow cause I ain't a bio student. (Quotes Eugenia: "Physics sucks." Jas: "Thanks, you're talking to a physics student.") "

haha. yay. i just realised that if im really taking chem bio and geog next year, i might be able to take eugenia's books. except for geog actually, since she takes advanced litreature.

and jasmine can jolly well teach me how to be some good geog student. (:

damn the only thing i can remember now i natural vegetation. rah. im not going to learn environmental degradation anymore. sucks. ):

sigh.


my sister is playing this beautiful sad touching tearing song on the piano now.

if you look at it from another point of view, it may be heart-breaking, agonising, and maybe even horrible and terrible.

yet this song just spurrs me into being more determined to get back in shape for piano after exams.

im going to learn how to play that beautifully touching, horribly heart breaking song.

plus many many other songs which i will not list now.

cause now?

MUG.

3 down, 3 more to go.


today was quite ok EXCEPT FOR THE PAPERS. urgh. for more amusement of today. head over to sok's or jomain's blog.

chinese paper sucked. paper 1 was like: "where's the tuan2 ti3? where's the zhi2 ye4!" but compared to paper 2, it was quite ok.

paper 2 was a horrifying nightmare.

i really felt like sleeping during paper 2 lah. was like damn tired and i kept yawning away. then all the passages were like hell. dont understand what they were talking about lorh. and summary was shit. from 106 words are to cut to 79 words. i think i lacked alot of points. crap.


but awwwww heck. it's OVER.

there's the geog paper tmr. someone please teach me how to do geog essays when we never even practiced beforehand. -.-

going over to jason's in preparation for maths tmr. urgh. he'd probably whack me and scold me stupid for not being able to do graphs and algebra. sucks lah. i need 75% for maths. im dreading maths paper. ): im dreading the moment.

reminder: bring band tee to school to wear to jason's tmr. and bring all his maths notes.

what maths notes? the 4 thick files? damn.


urgh damn tired. shall drink coffee and mug.

on seconds thoughts. i really wanna sleep.

bye. zai jian.

p.s. i still say CLARA LU VERY PRETTEY. (: haha. saw you today.

aye im tired.


2 down, 4 more to go.

today's paper 1 was hell. for compo i was like "wth are these type of titles!" luckily, someone's compos get me an idea to write the sacrifice one. then for unseen prose i was like "shit. what's diction? how did the writer use perspective and diction?"

i have a bad feeling that im going to fail paper one. ):

i shall just rip from sok her post. im too lazy and tired to type out. cannot think properly right now. too groggy. ):

"This is what happened early in the morning in the classroom between Sheila, Joleen, Tian Hui and 2 councillors namely Estella and Yen Jin. Super rubbish.

Sheila: Come Joleen I give you sweet.
Estella: Cannot! Cannot eat in class!
Joleen: -pops the sweet into her mouth and starts giggling-
Estella: !!!

Then Tian Hui and Yen Jin come into class...

Sheila: Come Tian Hui I give you sweet.
Tian Hui: -takes the sweet- ESTELLA!
Estella: -looks- AYEE CANNOT EAT!!
Tian Hui: -pops the sweet into her mouth and starts giggling too-
Yen Jin: Why cannot eat!
Estella: YEN JIN! YOU OK NOT!
Yen Jin: Eh...OH YA!!!

What in the world! So rubbish! Oh oh Bernice, Shena, Yi Xian, Jasmine, Yi Wei, Liu Yi and I were trying to make a quadratic graph in the quadrangle. :D

First, Yi Wei sat down. Then I sat somewhere quite far away from her. Then Bernice Lin said...

"We need to draw a line to connect these two people."

Then they all came and sat between us.

Bernice says, "Many points make a line."

-.-

WOW BERNICE! Ms Yeo will be so proud of you! xD

After that, I don't know how, but the linear graph became a quadratic graph. Shena and I were the x-intercepts. Jasmine was the highest point of the graph so they made her move up. LOL. I think we're very rubbish people. AHAHA. :D

Pre-exam amusement. :D (actually it's not anymore. it's stage 2 already. EXAM-AMUSEMENT.)

After that I forgot what happened. Nothing else ba. Oh, we were laughing like mad cows during recess because of Siew Ying and her Jason/Benjamin/EM/tuition class stories. Then I discovered that there are two types of people.

1. Supposed to think wrong think right, supposed to think right think wrong.
2. Supposed to think wrong think wrong, supposed to think right also think wrong.

AHAHA AMUSEMENT. xD

I rock lah. Get amused by so many thingeverything.

Liu Yi was happily taking pictures using Siew Ying's phone and she took a lot a lot of strange looking ones. And those that look, well, WRONG.

Hohoho.

Siew Ying said she laughed so much during recess she was laughing while doing Language Arts Paper 2. Oi, who's the senile one? (x

Then we were getting amused by the photos in her phone on the bus. She has a lot of spastic photos of me can -.-

Oh, pity me, the victim of LimSiewYingPhotography Pte Ltd!

Please note that I have no intention of becoming a model at all. And yet this crazy person here keeps taking photos of me. What utter rubbish! Poor me. Hoohoo"

oh crap. so now im growing senile. because of who? LIUYI AND SOK. -.-

aye. there's the chinese paper tmr. i bet im going to fail badly. chinese sucks lah.

MUG.

first reaction after today's horrible history exam:

YES NO MORE HISTORY. HISTORY IS HISTORY. I CAN NOW CONDEMN HISTORY TO THE BOTTOM OF MY BATHROOM TOILET BOWL!


second reaction:

shit. there's L.A. exam tmr.


hurhur. the irony of life.




one down, five more to go.


I WANT MY MUM'S CYBERSHOT. ):

S.H.E.
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